welcome home, trish...

glad you're back!

being loved and loving...

Being
deeply

loved
by someone 

gives you
strength, 

while
loving

someone
deeply 

gives
you
courage.

hope and focus...

i find hope

in the darkest

of days

and focus 

in the brightest -

i do not judge

the

universe -

the connection...

Humankind has not woven the web of life.
We are but one thread within it.
Whatever we do to the web, we do to ourselves.
All things are bound together.
All things connect.

blue velvet dreams...

i wonder of you
when you are not here
with me near me
when you are
not to be found
to be seen
i wonder of you
on those nights

in the darkness
of my own devices
when there is no
light seeping through
the blue black velvet
of my thoughts of you
no beacon of life
to show me the way
to help me till the light of day
no gentle caress upon my breast
no sheltering from the storm
of sleepless nights
without your cradling softness
i wonder of you
of where you are
with whom you share yourself
those nights
when you are not here
with me near me
when the blackness round
rushes into my dreams
like melted licorice sticks
smoldering there till
light of morn
i wonder of you
of where you are
if the others miss you
when you are here
as much as i miss you
when you are there
if they think of you
when you are here
as i think of you
when you are not
if their thoughts twist
into turmoil in your
absence as mine do
if their hearts sing
in exaltation of your
presence as mine does

if their dreams

drift in waves

of blue velvet

when you are near

as mine do
i wonder of you
ma belle
le mien
pleine lune

the place of reality...

There is a place of 

imagination, 

and it is entirely 

real.

computer crash...

ok, so the planets are spinning swirling all out of kilter - the moon isn't hanging properly - i've angered the gods and know not how - it's raining - it's not raining - it's cold - and/or all of the above or none of the above - the result is the same - my desktop computer ate a trojan yesterday and/or was eaten by one - again, result the same - and so, i sit and pick and peck on my laptop for which i am ill prepared mentally or otherwise - all of which leads me to let you know my little posts will be hard to come by until my bigboy is up and at it again - my thoughts just literally seem to coagulate into blobs and not blogs on this kid sized keyboard - please be patient - i'll be in and out checking your places as i can - till then, boys and girls - peace and love - j

the stars of sand...

The total number of 

stars in the Universe

is greater than 

all the grains of sand 

on all the beaches 

of the planet 

Earth

grasping as is...

It is far better 

to grasp the universe 

as it really is 

than to persist 

in delusion, 

however 

satisfying and reassuring.

the atomic mirror...

every particle of the world is a mirror -

  In each atom lies the blazing light of a thousand suns.

the arms of love...

4 am can’t even sleep
don’t even mention countin’ sheep
abc cbs cnn news makin’
earth shakin’ humanity quakin’
images of chaos words of death
lovin’s like scenes from macbeth
sun flarin’ thoughts blarin’
skies cryin’ babies dyin’
moon phasin’ souls crazin’
global warmin’ bees not swarmin’
axis shiftin’ ozone missin’
movement and chaos life in kiosks
ice caps meltin’ where’s the smelting
mud slidin’ critters hidin’
runnin’ rivers of somebody’s homes
mountains of debris cry and moan
hunger and thirst make animals new
with only medicine for a few
big ball’s axis way off kilter
water now all on filter
breathin’ poison eatin’ chemicals
only salvation crystal skulls      
dirty waters now a’ flood
filled with fishes crimson blood
mud slidin’ down the hills
just more folks gettin’ killed
big brother livin’ in all our homes
DNA done by phone
virtual livin’ no tactile givin’
communities neither heard or felt
all goin’ on in invisible belts
children raised in the streets
no happy memories for them to keep
electronic families all plugged in
now become our next of kin
digital this virtual that
whatever happened to a little chat
wars now seem ever’day norm
taking sons and daughters from the farm

threat of fire from the sky

with no one left for goodbye
nightmares screamed in black and white
dreamin’s rampant day and night
fatal flaws become animal claws
lions roar shore to shore
enemies within enemies without
bringin’ to their knees the most devout
cycles of consciousness
holy mother to confess
gods are feared
only hate seems near
thoughts transmit and transcend
warning all of the end
we think our thoughts and thoughts create
we design our own life’s fate
spirits take flight
nothin’ to fear nothin’ to fight

but then - then -
a flower blooms
and knows no doom
babies are born with a squeak and a smile
lettin’ us go another mile
a child gets fed and put to bed
nemo’s daddy searches for him
never mindin’ the tortuous swim
another day another way
brings a little hope
givin’ us light to better cope
lunar wings descend in the night
cradlin’ us soft in their cozy light
sister sun warms our days
wrappin’ us all in golden rays
a touch a glance
bodies meetin’ in the dance
it doesn’t take much it doesn’t take long
and life goes on
arms of beauty spreadin’ up and out
and love survives without a doubt

we seek...

We travel, 

some of us forever, 

to seek other states, 

other lives, 

other souls -

UPDATE 1/20/01 - M CLASS FLARE STORM

 1/20/01 6:00 pm READING OF M-CLASS FLARE - STORM


M-class flares are medium-sized; they can cause brief radio blackouts that affect Earth's polar regions.  Minor radiation storms sometimes follow an M-class flare.  [see SIDEBAR at "today's sun activity in gypsywomanworld"]

Solar flares strongly influence the local space weather of the Earth.  They produce streams of highly energetic particles in the solar wind and the Earth's magnetosphere that can present radiation hazards to spacecraft and astronauts.  The soft X-ray flux of X class flares increases the ionisation of the upper atmosphere, which can interfere with short-wave radio communication and can increase the drag on low orbiting satellites, leading to orbital decay.  Energetic particles in the magnetosphere contribute to the aurora borealis and aurora australis.

Interestingly, also, is that on September 9, 2001, a M.9.5 flare occurred -

http://spaceweather.com/glossary/flareclasses.html

http://www.swpc.noaa.gov/today.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solar_flare

DEDICATED TO MOLLY HIGHTOWER -

http://mollyinhaiti.blogspot.com/

living together...

“We must learn to live together
as brothers
or perish together
as fools.”

seeking stillness...

hmmmm...i've been at my computer now for quite a while and remain unable to find the thoughts or words for posting - for posting anything at all - my thoughts the past few days seem to be inundated with "movement and chaos" [as my travel journal post refers to yesterday] - and sadness -

and, needing desparately right now to find a state of "stillness" within, with which to counter the chaos,  i think i have to be away for just a day or two - so, i'm headed to that inner island you see above -

in the meantime, i know you'll save a place for me in your "happy place" -

later, friends -

jenean

IMAGINE and INTEND...

IMAGINE

all the people living life in peace.

You may say I'm a dreamer, 

but I'm not the only one. 

I hope someday you'll join us,

and the

world

will be

as

ONE.


please visit the site of
rob and trish macgregor today
http://ofscarabs.blogspot.com/

words for us all...

in the midst of

movement and chaos

keep stillness

inside of
you

the one...

"The upheaval

of our world and 

the upheaval 

of our consciousness 
are 

one 

and

the same."

eternal reproduction...

i believe that soon any 

cosmological theory

that does not lead to the 

eternal reproduction of universes 

will be considered as unimaginable

as a species of bacteria 

that cannot reproduce

love is...

love is a SPIRIT

all compact of FIRE

not gross to sink

but LIGHT

and will

ASPIRE

the feeling...

we FEEL

and KNOW that

we are

ETERNAL

seeing the sea...

the real 

voyage of discovery

consists not in

seeking new lands

but in 

seeing

with

new

eyes

the history...

there

is

but

one

HISTORY

and

that

is

the

SOUL's

the visit...

i have been here before -

but when or how

i cannot tell -